heyyyyyy ppl!
omg since a long time i've blogged =X hahah.
just wanted to say out some stuffs.
today is the one year after we had parted.
but i think i had let go quite completely, so i feel much more better.. not really sad i think..
in the past i had always blamed him, blaming him why to come into my life, give me hope and happiness, but then dashed my hopes and screw up my life.
but now, i felt that it's not important alrdy. how life works depends on myself but not others.
and everything could not be helped.
it might be fated for me to learn and grow, to know everything does not always go as what i want it to be.
and i'm thankful for knowing him, to help me grow.
and because of him, i knew God. which He really did help comfort me during those times to a certain extent.
i hope i will still have him as a friend, or to say is to know that he's still in my life and memories, so it would not be so bad as to totally disregard him to be in my life anymore. yep (:

life is gooood now! (: haha. although quite busy, but at least i had a largeeeee group of greattttttt friends! :DDD haha yep gtg le, see you all soon!
byebye! (: