i know that i said this quite a few times, but school is really going to reopen le): i really don't want! study life is damn tired..esp going to sec 3 with diff classmates..damn guai lor): rarrrrrrrrgh!!! sian sian sian!!! sec 3 surely got a lot of pressure one..

if i cannot cope?

if i don't do well?

if i can't catch up with others?

if..if..if???

HOW???!!! whenever i think of these IFs then i feel like crying out loud!!! ):

draw myself crying is better than to cry out loud now. feels better now!